…oh, hello doubt!

Seriously, tonight I flipped out about parking downtown and instead of meeting my trivia boss I just turned around and headed home. Um, I used to go downtown all the time and fight the crowds – never bothered me. While I’m driving around, afraid to park too far away and walk by myself, I thought, “Why do you think you can do things? How will you walk the Camino when you can’t even FLIPPING DRIVE DOWNTOWN AND PARK without nearly having a panic attack?”

ugh.

ugh.

ugh.

Tonight, I’m disappointed in myself. We’ll see how I feel tomorrow.